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11月30日 "In God We Trust"Just a couple days ago, I was writing something for my English class, and in my story, something happened that involved a quarter.
I was trying to be descriptive and put down the name of the man on the quarter, I ended up not doing so.
My little sister and I were looking at a quarter that we had on a bookshelf we have in our room, then Amanda said...
"Wow, I am surprised they still have 'In God We Trust' on it."
Honestly, I was too.
Everyone is trying to take God out of the picture.
Trying to take Him out of the Pledge of Allegance,
Trying to take Him out of schools,
Trying to take Him out of the holidays.
A Christmas tree might offend someone, so I have to say Holiday tree if I am to put one out in public,
I can't call it "Chrismas Break" anymore, for someone might feel I am pushing my holiday on them,
It is a crime to give children Easter Candies,
and a rule not to pray for lunch,
for I might offend someone.
Isn't it odd that now people are trying to ban the Lord, when when this nation was created, the Lord was in the government, are we supposed to rewrite all the old documents now? And remake our money, because God is mentioned on them? Whatever happened to MY freedom of religion? So now because someone from another religion got offened by me saying a prayer before I eat in a resturant or at school or my job, its not okay? What makes it okay for them, if they do it? Is there some rule I am not aware of? If I am not hurting anyone by saying a prayer then why is it barred? I do not understand why it is such a HUGE OFFENCE to the guy a few benchs down from me. Are we going to start taking down churches next? That is a place of God, so what is stopping those you find it offensive? I just have one thing to say to people who make a big deal out of someone else practicing their religion before they eat or when they hear that something is wrong, it is America, and freedom of religion is allowed, they are NOT pushing it on you, they are just doing what their religion asks them to do, don't be a baby about this. Grow up just a bit, its not so hard to accept that someone else is different. 11月29日 LuggnutMy little Luggnut,
my little puppy,
You've been there through and through,
I know when you are sad
and you know when I am too.
My little Luggnut,
I love you,
You are my best friend,
and I won't be able to forget you.
My Hyper little Spaz,
A Sister you are to me,
and a Mother I am to you,
but above all, you are my best friend.
I try not to cry,
when I think of the day,
we'll have to say goodbye,
But you will never leave me my Luggnut,
I know you are true,
and I know you never do,
Even when I am not in the house,
You never leave me.
You have helped me get through the bad times,
and celebrated with me for the good times,
Never have you hurt me,
Never have you not wanted my company.
My little Luggnut,
You are grown up now,
but you are always my little Luggnut.
You may be older,
but your
Personality and spirit is young.
You make my sad days happy,
and my breakdowns stop,
and I cheer you up when you are down.
When everyone says you are annoying,
I know its not true,
My little Luggnut.
You make me smile and think of
better times,
When things were more simple,
When things weren't about time,
all the time.
You are my Luggnut,
You protect me,
and you provide warmth,
You sleep in my bed,
and I wake you when nightmares come.
I love you My Luggnut.
I love you,
I love you,
You will live on in my heart forever. SnooooozeTumble... Tumble...
Crack,
Snoooooze,
Whimper
Whisper, whisper,
Tick Tick Tick Tick,
Tumble, Crack,
Snoooooze,
Click,
Crash,
Tumble... Tumble...
Tumble Click
Crack,
Snoooooze,
Clap,
Snoooooze,
"Goodnight, love you,
See you in the morning." Time MachineOh if there were a time machine,
I wouldn't change a thing,
Not a single mistake
Nope, not a thing.
If there was such thing,
as a time machine,
I can't say I would be tempted,
I couldn't say I'd change that or this.
If we could travel in time,
I would not spend money to,
not a penny
nor a dime.
I wouldn't go back and save a life,
What is the past, should be as is,
untouched by todays hands,
What has past is past.
Time travel seems mighty fine,
but its a ruin for lessons.
A time machine! A time machine!
What will happen next?
Tell children mistakes can be taken back?
And its thanks to that?
A time machine,
such a silly thing,
Something to take back something
that we'd surely make again
if we hadn't made it then.
Past is the past,
we shouldn't change that. 11月28日 My SisterI remember the old days,
when you and I would just sit around
and play.
But now its not the same,
we moved onto another phase.
I remember the old times,
when we used to talk till past
bedtime,
We'd share stories, old and new,
but now such matters bother you.
I was thinking about giving you a poem,
filled with memories,
but I had some second thoughts...
Right now you're busy with your anime,
and you never like to talk to me,
I bring up a subject,
and its of no importance.
I was thinking about asking you
to read a blog,
but I know that you would rather
do something else.
I miss the times when we could talk,
and when we took long walks.
When we used to pretend
we were spies.
I will always miss those days,
that somehow are too far away.
I remember the good and the bad,
the time we pushed and shoved,
and how now I miss that less than often hug.
We used to fight,
but then ten seconds later,
it was all alright.
How I miss those days at ICRS School,
when we knew everything about each other,
but now its changed
and things have been rearranged...
Oh how I miss those times.
Swinging on the swings
or teaching you math and to
write in cursive,
I miss those times when things
were simple and nice.
I wish for us to talk again,
with openess,
and not a gaurd standing on each side.
We used to talk more often,
about things going on,
especially what was going wrong...
And now we've grown,
and somehow its going to be gone.
I don't want it to disappear,
Because I still hold it very dear,
So please lets give it another chance,
and again try our crazy dances and
waky pictures,
Please give it one more chance. "Still I Rise" by Maya AngelouYou may write me down in history >.< Writers block>.< I have writers block for my assignments which is because that is the ONLY thing I can do >.< Grrrr >:-[
I did this i pink for some reason.
My expository writing assignment started out fine... But the intro is way to short and Idk how to expand it @_@ I think I might have to rewrite all of it -.- Which sucks because I like how it is now... Okay let me think... Its about Martin Luther King Jr.'s "I Have a Dream" speech, I have to say what is strong and weak about it... Which is easy I guess, but it has to be just five paragraphs long and at least two pages long, no longer than three... Which means that I have to drag out the paragraphs -.- and I hate doing that, but at least my teacher gave me the required questions ^^ Hmm... I need to add at least two more sentances into it... I am kind of using my blog as a frewrite type thing right now and I guess that works @_@ I am sure no one will find this interesting... Its kind of reminding me of that passing of time poem type thing I wrote on here... Hmm weird.... Okay so I need to think of something, and this is already helping my writers block go down a little bit... I need to read that speech again so that I can ripe it up and say what is weak about it... I noticed weak spots when I was first reading it.... But what is weak to me, may not be weak to other people, so I really don't understand how someone can be marked down for an opinion... Oh well... Moving on...
Gosh!! Frustrating... Okay so I might have to go because I am starting to get a relaxedish mind about this ^^ Yay okay well I might write something later... Something a little more interesting... Sigh... Okay BYE BYE
Ttfn ^^ 11月27日 TItle (required):I don't know why I put that as the title xD Oh well ^^ I have noticed that my blogs are not the happiest jolly roger random things I have posted before xD But I anywho ^^ I am working on school and I think I have decided on a topic for one of my little assignments ^^ Oh yeah btw thank you to my mom and Leif for helping me find websites for my research ^_^ I know my mom won't red this... But oh well, not many people do, well... Not that I know of.
Hmm I don't like that color of font right now...
Oh yeah, that is better
 So anywho... About my little topic, it has to be a life changing decision, so I think it will be about the time I was in a fight with my dad when I was a kid... Not going to explain all of that... ^^ Leif says I should post some of my essays for school 0.o I don't know though... They, to me, aren't that great xD He thinks I am a good writer... I don't know about that either... Oh well... Maybe I will, just to humor him xD But I am not sure which one... I don't have that many anymore, since my old computer stupidly died >.< Now all I have are things about Huck Finn and stuff xD Hmm... Maybe I should put down my essay about my dad in here... But I don't know... I mean Huck Finn is so interesting to write about in a blog ;) Although, it is a good book... haha But No... Not Huck Finn...Okay, now I don't know what to do *mind speaking*"Do your work-.-"
heehee... Yeah I should xD
haha Well I will write another blog another time ^^
Ttfn
Bye-bye 11月26日 PoetryIts weird that I have around 12 poems on here... None of them were pre-written... I guess I have been thinking about a lot lately... Its not always a good thing... I don't know... I am just thinking to much. I need to get my work done. I HAVE to otherwise I am dropped from my school, but its hard, but that is no excuse, I should be working NOW, not LATER. And for some reason I am sad right now... I have no idea why... Well... I have some idea why... But that is not something to be posted... I can just say that I have an idea why... I think that I might write an "I'm Sorry" poem, I was first inspired to write one after I listened to my sisters. Well I am going to go now... I have lost inspiration to write in this blog...
Bye-bye Can't Shake This FeelingIts rolling in my stomache
and scratching at my brain,
Its making me go insane.
Wondering "What?"
Its hitting my cheeks,
as heat would do
and its making my heart
confuse its beats.
It makes a thick shell appear
to others that are not so near.
It makes the eyes see
What is not clear.
It makes mistakes,
and tears down walls,
It builds them too.
Strong yet weak,
Big but Small.
It just won't let me be,
Its got a look inside of me.
I wish it were here,
I wish it were not.
It likes to remind me that its there,
It likes to send beats to my heart.
It knows to much,
but I don't mind it,
For I know to much as well,
and it makes it easier to find it.
Never fully lost,
And hardly forgotten,
Its in my locket. 11月25日 To Much To Deal WithOverload from school.
Going back and forth from
house to house.
Never seeing anyone.
A break-down is inevitable.
Only so much time.
Chores to do.
Papers to write,
Late late nights.
An Overload from school.
To much to think about.
Distractions getting the better of me.
Maybe some sleep.
To much.
An Overload from people.
Problems racing to me left and right.
Wanting to talk,
when I cannot spare a minute.
Just to much to do.
An Overload of daydreaming.
The imagination running free,
but pinned down by to many worries.
To much to hear.
Everyone talking.
Everything talking.
My mind yelling many different things.
"Get done!"
"Relax a little!"
"Join the fun!"
"NO TIME FOR THAT FUN!"
"WORK WORK WORK!"
No time for a break, even a little one.
An Overload of everything.
People.
Me.
Chores.
School.
Everything. 11月23日 Shouldn't the children decide later on in life?Today I recieved an e-mail from my mother regaurding "The Golden Compass," a movie being shown in theaters in December. Just to get this out of the way, I do not have a problem with atheists, I really don't. "The Golden Compass" is based off of a book, which is part of the trilogy "His Dark Materials," written by Phillip Pullman. Phillip Pullman is a militant atheist, again I do not have a problem with atheists. In his book the characters that represent Adam and Eve kill God. Keep in mind that millions of religious parents will take their children to see this new adventure. How many children get their heros from movies they've seen or books they've read? I do not have a problem with atheists saying what they believe, I really don't, but I honestly do not think it is right to target children in this way; I know they will make their own decisions on their beliefs when they are older, but this movie, in my own personal opinion, is pushing religious beliefs on children, and yes, atheism is a religion, technically.
What is interesting to me is that though atheists do not believe in God or gods (in some religions, not mine though), God is in the movie "The Golden Compass." Now if Mr.Pullman would explain why the Lord, the very being he does not believe exisists, is in his books. And why two important people in the Bible are present as well? It does not make sense I suppose. If there is no God to an atheist, then why does God need to be killed by his own two creations, which he created at the beginning? I guess there are two ways of looking at why God is in the book.
One way is to say, well God is there in the book, so wouldn't that mean that Mr.Pullman is saying that there is a God? It would only make sense that he would be saying that, unless there is another way to look at it, and there is, but first lets explore a little on this. If Mr.Pullman really is an atheist, as he says he is, then why would he even bring up God as a being if he doesn't believe He exsists? What would be there for Mr.Pullman to fight if it is not God? God, the being he doesn't believe in. Maybe Mr.Pullman is using God to represent all those with a faith to a God or gods. Maybe Mr.Pullman is trying to kill the Christians, the Catholics, the Buddhists, anyone with a God or gods.
I know that Adam and Eve are represented in this book, which makes some religions a little bit more targeted than others, but if Mr.Pullman is trying to kill God which represents us, for those that believe in God or gods, it is more of an atteack than a sharing of beliefs. That is what bothers me about this movie. I do not think it is right for ANY religion to attack another, or for ANY religion to share itself to the point of it being a push. Now, at this point some might be saying, "Well he IS sharing," but I would have to disagree with you. There is a diffence between a push and sharing.
Again, I do not have a problem with atheism... I have a problem with a person pressing beliefs on the unsuspecting. 11月12日 Not sure whatWell I am currently writing a story, its going pretty good so far... Idk how many people will actually get to read it though ^-^
For some reason I am worried about someone... Well... Lots of people... But there are a few that I am particularly worried about... Not entirly sure why some of them are on that list though...
I was reading my year book from last year, it made me think of old times... I really miss everyone I've met and have made friends with, I even miss the people I don't like very much.
I started thinking about how many people have hurt me today, and I realized that I don't really dislike them, I don't like to hang out with them, depending on how bad the hurt was, but I will talk to them, say hi every now and then, just because I want to know how they are.
I just now thought of my little brother, Anthony, he is so cute :) He always greets me the same way when I go over to my dad's house, he always knows when we are coming over, and dad tell me he talks about me and Amanda all the time. Whenever I first see him, he always has his "excited to see sisy" voice ready, and says "HI! HEEElloooOO!! I LOVE YOU TOO!!" And its to adorable! Its amazing how much he has changed since he was just a little baby. Haha I remember the first and ONLY time he threw-up on me, I didn't get digusted like I normally would, but it really isn't something I would like to expirence again for some time. Its sad when I look into his little two year old eyes, and see how sad he is. Sometimes I swear he could just break down and cry with some of the looks I see from him. I hate asking him questions about why he is sad, because I know WHY he is, but I ask him just to be sure, and in hope that it is something else, no its not abuse or anything for those minds that traveled there. My dad and my step-mom get in fights, again not physical fights, around him, they are always angry at each other for something. Sometimes I just want to take him with me and just keep him. He is so adorable, and I remember what it was like with my dad growing up, granted he's gotten better... But... My dad is good with LITTLE kids, not older kids, not when they start having teir own opinion... I do not mean this as a bash or anything, I am just saying the truth, that so many have observed, and I really have gotten over the bashing my dad phase... Thinking about my little brother makes me think of this one little girl, we called her Nana, I've known her since she was a new born, I remember being there helping her with anything I could, I remember when she was first crawling, she always followed me, and her older brother, Tapi, always helped out, he really shouldn't know how to do all the things he does... He is growing up so fast... I remember seeing them almost all summer and every other weekend, sometimes weeks, and even holiday's, and I always helped out with the two kids, watching Nana and Tapi grow up for those years was really special, but I never realized it until just recently. It was really amazing watching the two grow up, and now I am watching Anthony grow up, I treasure the memories, even the not so happy ones, about the three children I have had the honor to help with. I may say its a drag to help out, but I secretly love it because kids change so much in such little time. I am trying to spend more time with Anthony because he is only little once. I think I sound a little bit like a mother... Its hard to explain how much I do treasure the memories and how much I wish I could go back and see them again or at least have more pictures of them when they were smaller, I love all of them so much, and I think its mostly because I am playing or have played a more hands on role in their life.
Anyways... About the book, it is set about 10yrs into the future, and that is all you get to know ^-^ Oh yeah, the idea came from one of Leif's day-dreams xD
Well now that I have spilt most of my guts about Anthony, Nana, and Tapi, I will go. Ttfn ~Bye-bye 11月9日 We used to know you.I wish that I could start this out with "my friend, you have strayed so far" but I can't. I can't because you are not my friend anymore. You promised me, you promised your friends, you promised your girlfriend. Now we know that your word is bullshit. Nothing but lies. I am sick of your lies. I have no wish to talk to you. I hope you get scared of what you are doing. I hope something bad happens, but not death.
Look where you are.
You are on my list.
My list of friends lost for stupid reasons.
Number one reason:
Drugs.
Number two reason:
Alcohol.
Number three reason:
Stealing.
Number four reason:
Disrespectful, not trustworthy.
Now lets see which one you DON'T have checked.
Number one reason. Check.
Number two reason. Check.
Number three reason. Check.
Number four reason. Check.
I hope you know whose footprints you are following. Hmm Sounds like your FATHER, doesn't it?
Yes. It does.
Now that you have said Fuck You to so many, including your family.
I have this to say for them.
You mean nothing to me anymore.
I don't care.
Do want you want.
No one can make you do anything,
so no one can tell you what to do.
There you go.
The "freedom" you've always wanted.
The "freedom" you think you're earning by doing this.
You are chained down by your useage.
To bad you aren't clean.
To bad you are a theif.
To bad you're drinking.
To bad you're disrespectful and not trustworthy.
To bad, to bad to bad.
You are the one to blame for it.
How can this make peace, as you say it does,
when it has caused all your lost friends?
Doesn't make sense to me,
But I guess I just don't have your
higher-than-a-kite outlook on life.
Good for me, I don't want that outlook,
or anything to do with that outlook,
meaning I don't want anything to do with YOU.
Next time why don't you come over to everyone,
including me,
and stab us in tha back?
Wouldn't THAT be fun.
You murdered your friendships.
I hope you're happy.
The new friends you have only kill you.
I hope you're happy.
I really hope you're happy,
ALONE. xD Idk just weird.Well I have to pee, I know all of you wanted to know that, so feel honored haha ^^ Okay sorry moving on because I don't really have to, I know, a let down ;) ^^ Anyways I found out that Ana reads these things too YAY GO ANA I LOVE YOU :D Woot woo!
Okay now that that is out of my system, I really want to eat something, but I can't because my step-dad is home and he is always like GRRR NO FOOD FOR YOU AFTER LUNCH UNTIL DINNER!! So I am not gonna risk it, plus we don't have any little snack kind of foods around *sigh* Wow for some reason that made me think of food that makes you fat @_@ Wierd... Anywho... I am bored and I have no point in writing this blog so far.....................................................
Well that was short lived... Holding down the button 0.0 <.< Wow the zeros on here look weird... Hmmm... Oh well...
-.- -.- -.- -.- <----------- Idk......
I wish to eat >.< Oh well... Hmmm HMMM HMMM hhmMMMmmm Mhmm ^^ MHMM MUAHAHHA :D Okay well I should probably go write my lame essay about why Huck Finn shouldn't be ban from our libraries then my other essay about a short story and then my OTHER essay about Native Americans, or as I like to call them Nakey Americans! ^^
Oh yeah ^^ Hi Kristen, my pimp! I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING FUN!! YAY <3333333333333333
Oh yeah now I remember WHY I was going to write in this thing @_@ Wow I feel stupid now xD It was because of this kid getting hurt on the apartment grounds where I live... It was interesting...
Ah I miss living where I used to :( I need to visit more often, but school is being school and giving alot of work *sigh* Well maybe I'll write something a little later, but for now I must get this stuff done before I have to kill myself by staying up to late to finish.
Well bye-bye! 11月8日 MonsterNo words can describe
what is going through my head.
My legs are weak
and my stomache is turning.
No words can descirbe
this monster,
This monster that that steals.
This monster that steals
family, friends, strangers,
classmates, parents.
Taking them in with its toxins,
Its addictive toxins.
It is there on the street,
or in your room,
Its in your head.
The monster has bitten you,
and now it's veniem is there,
pulsing through your veins.
Destroying your mind,
Killing your heart,
Taking who you are.
A monster.
A monster that is always there.
On every street,
it is there.
A monster.
Escape it, turn away from it.
Don't be stolen. 11月7日 Heehee~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: You know what Leif! FUCK YOU! ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says:
hey whats going on ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says:
STOP KISSING THAT GIRL IN YOUR DISPLAY PIC YOU ANGRY KISSER! DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: OMG ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: LOL ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: Did you think I was pissed? DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: YOU FUCKING SCAREED THE FUCK OUTTA ME DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: OMFG DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: HOLY SHIT DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: IM SWEATING DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: YEAH ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: LOL DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: omg ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: Sorry DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: *speaking calmly to self to chill* DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: its fine DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: i know your joking DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: NOW anyway ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: LOL ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: I showed Amanda that xD DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: showed amanda what? DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: your scaring me thing? ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: Yeah ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: LOL DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: *sigh* ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: Omg that was great xD DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: im cool ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: Sorry DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: its fine DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: tryin to catch my breath DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: thats all ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: xD Sorry ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: Kinda........ ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: LOL ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: Hey can I post that on my blog???!!!! JK DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: go ahead ^^ ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: I was totally kidding DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: i love you xD ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: I love you too, are you serious about the blog thing? Cause that would be weird... DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: yeah DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: dead serious ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: ...Really? DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: yeah ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: REALLY?! ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: You promise you won't get mad? DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: i promise ^^ DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: i would enjoy it actually ^^ ~~PeanutButterBarPicnic~~ -{HotChocolate}- -Mr.Bottle's in a hate-triangle!- ILY KRISTEN MY PIMPY-POOS!!! says: xD DOdododododododododododododododo...... i wonder what Caitlin's doing.... says: haha This is how I greeted my boyfriend just to mess with his head today ^^ And the rest is just us talking =P Hmmm...Well Idk...Idk why I am writing this... I am just bored... Not really, that is a lie. I am writing on this thing because I am not thinking about getting school done, and I KNOW that is stupid, it really is. I should be working on my essays right now, but today my mind just kind of relaxed itself from almost all care. Its weird when this happens, because I care, but I don't. I really want to do the paper, but my mind just won't sit still, its wondering this way and that way, swaying about in my head, as if there were no attachments. My mind wonders through hyperness to try and get all the extra energy out, but then I get sidetracked, and soon my mind is on its own mental journey, with all the signs pointing to back the way I came, so I can get something done. But somehow my mind can't fully understand them. My eyes see "GO BACK NOW!" but my mind reads "GO BACK IN ABOUT 30 MINUTES!" And then another set of signs pass, my eyes seeing the same as before, and my mind reading it as another 30 minute break.
Tick tock, Tick tock
goes the clock of the universe.
DONG! DONG!
Another hour passed.
Tick tock, tick tock,
again and again goes the clock,
and again it yells out a series of sounds,
but this time,
it has one more.
DONG! DONG! DONG!
Oh no! Where has the time gone!
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK!
DONG DONG DONG DONG!
Another hour, and another!
What will I do!
Its to late to work!
What will I do!
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK
Goes the clock,
Time pitter-pattering
its feet away like it was nothing!
Hurry hurry!
But all the time I worrying,
Time keeps a scurrying!
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK!
DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG!
Oh no! Oh no! The dreadful sound!
The inevitable passing of time!
Tick tock, tick tock. 11月5日 To YouYou may THINK this
Will be all over in a few hours.
You may THINK its
All going to be fine with us,
but TRUST ME when I say
Its not going to be.
You are spoild rotten
And you remind me of someone
YOU hate,
You think I will just keep
sitting by and WATCH you.
Watch you be your rude self.
Well you are WRONG.
I hate that you are the favorite
AND
get away with everything.
You "win" every battle,
with the HELP of someone
I don't want to hurt.
Why is it okay for YOU
to be this way at THIS
age,
when it wasn't okay for ME?
EVERYONE thinks you are stuck up.
I am the ONLY one that tells you,
and you KNOW it,
but YOU get MAD at ME
for saying it.
Fine.
Fight with me.
Kill our bond just a little MORE
each day.
I am just about DONE caring about it.
It will be YOUR loss,
NOT mine,
WHY should I waste MY time
waiting for YOU to change,
when you OBVIOUSLY won't?
I have just about given up,
but I don't want to yet,
so I won't,
But BELIEVE ME when I say,
YOU are on your LAST. 11月3日 Thinking about stuff....You know those times,
you just cannot help but to worry about someone,
even though you KNOW thay are okay?
You just kind of sit around...
Thinking about them...
Hoping they are alright,
even though you know they are just sitting around too?
Don't you hate it when
you are WAITING for someone to get home,
WAITING for them to come through the door or call you to say they made it alright?
You sit there wondering and thinking about
ALL the things that COULD have happened,
but you pray that they DON'T happen.
Don't you ever worry about what
WILL happen tomorrow and
CAN'T help but think that
YOU have NO control over what happens.
How many people DON'T worry about ANYTHING? I don't know of any... Even if they act like they don't, I am not sure that they don't worry about anything. I was just thinking I guess... Idk if I would call that a poem... It was just the way I wanted it to be...
Life's Worries and Changes
Oh the Worries of Life.
The bills and the paychecks,
The schooling and the payments,
Holding out and breaking down.
Showing no weakness,
Letting someone in.
How and Why.
Who and Where.
When.
When will it happen?
Where will it be?
How will it happen?
Why will it happen?
Who will it happen to?
You.
You are WHO it happens to.
You are OLD and tired or
YOUNG and don't see it coming.
You are SLEEPING or
SOMETHING happened.
The last place YOU are at.
No one KNOWS,
NO ONE is expecting it.
Friends and family.
A place to stay and a place to visit.
Lifes little worries.
The important worries and times
sometimes
Fly by without notice or thought of
it beinggone for good.
Good times and Bad times.
Time with your family is important.
It is, it really is.
You can never have them again
once they are gone.
Then you have to live with
yourself not really knowing them.
How much do you KNOW about them?
You know they love you
You know they are there for you
You know they work for you
You know you love them
You know the basics.
But how much do you really know?
Do you know their past in detail?
Do you pay attention to their silly stories?
Do you talk about their stories
and ask about them again and again?
You may think they are relaxed
or may think they are serious.
Do you know the difference from their fake smile
and their real smile?
The smile that comes out once in a while?
Do you love it when that smile comes out?
Do you know their personality,
and LOVE that you get to see it change?
They love to watch US develop,
why shouldn't we love to watch THEM develop too?
Its odd that some think people
STOP changing after a certain point,
and I suppose it COULD be true,
but I don't see how it could be.
Teenagers especially,
Look at your parents,
Aren't you thankful they are there?
That someone is at least there?
They will be gone sooner than you think,
take some time to spend with them,
INSTEAD of your friends. |
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