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3月26日

Update: Moved In, My Book Title, and other things

So we got all moved in on the 22, so that is all done. My cable guy came yesterday so now I have good working internet, I will be getting my internet bill on the 25th of every month, according my mother :) Who still sleeping in the old apartment... which is kind of weird. She's been really helpful since she decided to move... I find this odd though. Hmm what else... oh yeah :) My kennel came, it's really nice, both the dogs can fit in there if we need them to, but we only did that yesterday because Becky and the Cable guy came around the same time. But anywho... I am faking happiness right now, haha how unusual of me ;) But I am trying to be positive. Things as far as my apartment and job go are great, but other than that things are... well they could be a lot better as far as I am concerned. I wish I wasn't so many things and I wish that I was so many things. But I am me and there is not much I can change about that. Wishing doesn't get anyone very far anyways... not to me anyways. So maybe I will start doing instead, I think that's a good idea.
 
Anyways, about my book, for those who care to know, it's going to be called "So... Frame Me Deadly" if you knew what was happening right now in the book you'd understand why it's called that :) I am hoping that it will be longer than it is right now, although unfinished, it's pretty damn short. However :) I can always go back and add more, for now it's just getting the ideas out and on paper, editing here and there, which I need to do soon, but I also need to do school xD Now that I have internet.
 
Hmm... what else... Oh yeah, the Disneyland trip was cancelled (God I hate the word "cancel" looks like it's spelt wrong), well more like postponed till we can set that whole thing up. I am still going to Sakura-Con though, which will hopefully be fun.
 
I beat I look like death right now xD I stayed up too late last night crying. Oh fun I know. I needed to cry though, I am really stressed out, it's not my apartment or my job though. It's something else.
 
I should probably work out and do my schooling. I am sure there was something else I needed to say/wanted to say. Hmm... Well my dad has lost weight, which is awesome :D
 
My mom still leaves on the first. Hmm Oh yeah! One of my co-workers was fired, he was acting really strange when I last saw him. Oh and the new working age at Spencer's is 18, which really sucks, but oh well.
 
Well there is nothing more I can think to say.... Hmm well I got a new puzzle that was really overly easy.
 
OKAY! I have to go xD I am sure you don't want to know every detail of my life.
 
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn
 
P.S. Still no cellphone and my poetry is depressing me.
3月25日

Oh Conversations XD 2

lalalexie says:

....did you go make that blog.....?

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

YEAH XD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

It's pretty much just a huge chunk from our convo XD

lalalexie says:

lmao!!!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

XD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

It's so freaking long HAHAHA

lalalexie says:

yea i'll bet LOL!!!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL XD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

That's what she said =O

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

The Bi-lesbian that is

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

=O or maybe it's that's what he said

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

The bi-gay that is =O

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

That's what Alex said HAHAHA

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Sorry xD I am done

lalalexie says:

lmao wtf?

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL XD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

XD You should say "That's what Alex said" from now on HAHA

lalalexie says:

OMG I AM!!!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Dang it xD Now that needs to go in the blog too!

lalalexie says:

lmao making it longer??"What the fuck are you guys on" --Alex (and thats what alex said!!!)

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL

OMG

Oh Conversations XD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

I just asked my sister if she was a "bi-lesbian"

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL

lalalexie says:

bi-lesbian? wtf? lmao

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

xD We can leave sleeping beauty to his sleep

lalalexie says:

noooo thats no fun

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Lol xD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Are you a Bi-Lesbian?

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

=O

Leif Offer says:

o.O

Leif Offer says:

yes =)

lalalexie says:

rofl [: aha so what way to bi-lesbians roll? ( i'll throw a shoe at him, it'll be from you)

lalalexie says:

do*

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

I think that they roll with the men folk, but aren't afraid to get their bi-lesbian freak on.

lalalexie says:

LMAO!!!!!!!!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

No meaning intercourse though =O

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Not*

lalalexie says:

oh wow of course not

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

NO INTERCOURSE FOR THE BI-LESBIANS!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Grr

lalalexie says:

LOL do you get hyper when you're sleepy?

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL XD Kind of

lalalexie says:

LOL

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

But I think Ia m going to start saying that to people xD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Just walk up and ask "Are you a bi-lesbian?"

lalalexie says:

lmao i'd slowly walk away...

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Lol I'd run up and give you a hug lol

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

I'd be all *HUGS* ARE YOU A BI-LESBIAN?!

lalalexie says:

well yea i'd probably figure it was you since i doubt anyone else has thought up of bi lesbians

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

And you'd know who it was

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Ah man I am tired

lalalexie says:

.. I can tell....

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Lol Sorry >.<

lalalexie says:

LOL

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

=O Katy Perry is a bi-lesbian =OOOOOOOOOOOOO

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

OMG

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

*DISCOVERY*

lalalexie says:

lmao!!!!!!!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

>.< I want to tell my sister of my Bi-lesbian discovery but she is lame like Alex and fell asleep

lalalexie says:

oh BBOOOOOO!!!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

I know Booo on them. And poo on them too (ew don't actually do that)

lalalexie says:

lmao like 2 girls 1 cup... siiick

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL OMG NASTY

lalalexie says:

hahahaha

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

xD I cannot stop laughing

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

I'm trying to be quiet too xD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL

lalalexie says:

me either i hit my head on the screen too when you told me your discovery

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOOOOOOOOOOL

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Are you okay? XDDDDD

lalalexie says:

yesss

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LifelessSoul says:

btw i need a new game >.< know any

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Bi-lesbianism

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

I am kidding.

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

But that is my word.

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Don't steal it

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Idk any new games

LifelessSoul says:

that doesnt even make sense O.O

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

YES IT DOES !

lalalexie says:

LMFAO!!!!

lalalexie says:

omg nooo my stomach ahaha

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL XDDD

SORRY XD

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

XD LOL

lalalexie says:

yeeaaa that was a good laugh (:

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

Sorry I am way too tired LOl

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL

lalalexie says:

wait! so is there a bi-gay?

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

=O YESH!

lalalexie says:

lmao (theres alex for ya )

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOOOOOOOOL

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

He rolls with the lady folk but isn't afraid to get his bi-gay freak on?

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

HAHAHAHA

lalalexie says:

lmao!!!!!!

lalalexie says:

thats him

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

lalalexie says:

bahahahha oh jeeez he doesn't think its funny

lalalexie says:

he's lame

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOOOL

XD

Alex It's funny

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

You Bi-gay boy, you

lalalexie says:

lmfao

lalalexie says:

is that his embarassing nickname?

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL YEAH

lalalexie says:

ahaha defenition of bi-lesbian:katy perry def. of bi-gay:Alex i can just see it in a dictionary

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

LOL XD

lalalexie says:

LOL wtf

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

I should make a blog about this =O

lalalexie says:

YES!!!

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

HAHAHAHA MUAHAHHAHAHA

lalalexie says:

;OH you're such a lemon

Miss Creative-Butt-Pants-Face --- Olivia said so. says:

=OOO INDEED I AM!

3月22日

Something I've Noticed

When I walk down the street or am in a car looking in people's windows, and I do this at glance, everyone seems so unhappy with whatever they are doing or living. It seems kind of odd that so many people settle instead of reach out for what they want. Just something I've noticed lately. People coming in and out of the store I work at are either completely miserable or completely content. It is weird to me that there are such extremes going on... I rarely see an in between.
 
This blog isn't making sense to me. I am going to go write in my story some I think.
 
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn
3月17日

D: NO!

:( One of my blogs was deleted I think :( I am so sad about that now T-T I know I wrote it too :( Maybe I am dreaming though D: I am so upset.
 
*sigh* Anyways. I am not going to Disneyland anytime soon, but I might be getting a cell this Saturday, but I am not sure.
 
I gotta do dishes and walk to work.
 
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn
3月13日

Do YOU Know What Is Fun?

Waking up and having to agrue with everyone because of this or that. I am so sick of so many things right now. I can't wait until I can just be alone and not have to talk to anyone if I don't want to. But that doersn't come until May. When my sister is gone from my house and I won't have a cell phone then unless I get my own plan. Which I think I might just do because Jill won't just let me help out and pay for the deposit. It's not about her feeling responsible for the deposit anymore, it's about me not having any phone. I won't be able to call anyone if there is an emergency. Wow thatis going to be oh so fun. Yeah I know how to have a fucking fantasic time.
 
I am so angry right now. I am so sick of so many things. I know I said it before. But I can't helpit right now. I just want to break something, but sadly I can't do that. I work tonight. Oh Joy. I get to work with the creepy guy. Yeah. Great times. My day is just going to keep gettig better and better I am sure of that. Joy joy joy. I am soooo fucking happy right now I can't even express -.-
 
I fucking hate that if I go back to type something in this stupid thing won't let me type it in without having to retype everything after it because it will just delete the next thing infront of it -.- OH FUN!
 
And I love the fact that no one reads these, and even if they do they seem to have broken fingers. Not trying to bash any one person, because it's everyone. EVERYONE.
 
Oh do you know what just warms my heart? Seeing people from my old high school, my first one, and knowing that I hung out with them, but they don't remember who I am. WOOO I guess my face sticks out a TON. But in their defense I have changed a lot since 9th grade.
 
I feel like ranting about one thing in particular, but I just don't know what that one thing in particular is.
 
But I guess I better get back to class like a perfect student -.- FUCK. I just want to break something. OH WELL. Nothing to break.
 
I had a dream last night and it really fucking pissed me off when I woke up. I layed on my bed for about an hour scowling at nothing. I knew it was a dream, but the person in the dream is someone I cannot stand.
 
Oh yeah and I found out that I get to sleep in the same room as Jill and her little kids. OH JOY! Can't wait for THAT one. The little kids grasping onto me and not letting me breathe. Sneaking into my bed and suffocating me. That is going to be a really fucking treat.
 
I was just going to say sorry about this very angry blog, but I am not really sorry about it. I always keep my anger in because I don't want to seem mean, I want to be nice, but God forbid I am angry even just one day. God forbid Cailtin Schemmer doesn't want to talk to anybody unless they will be pssed off with her and take a good long walk/run with her. God forbid that she be like everyone else and be in a bad mood sometimes.

Although I can't really blame anyone for thinking that I am always happy because I always act like I am happy, even when I could cry. Not many people can tell when that is the case. My sister and my brother, and to my knowledge, sometimes Leif can.
 
But I think I should go because my arm is hurting a lot and the stupid pod guy isn't here yet and I have to greet him with a merry little smile -.- Oh joy.
 
Bye-bye,
Ttfn
3月7日

I Remembered!

Okay :D I remember what else I wanted to blog about :) I was helping out in the sound booth for my second high schools performance of "Zombie Prom." It was AWESOME! ^__^ I had a lot of fun, but I didn't get the chance to go to the cast party afterwards ^^ But that's alright xD
 
Let's see... well :S I am in that I want to enter my poetry into a contest thing again... I need to find one that isn't a scam. I personally think there should be more of them and more widely advertised :S lol Maybe I should wait until I go to college and make it better than what it is :) I think that would be pretty awesome.
 
This is a lame blog... it really really is, so I better go before I bore all of you invisible readers to death >.<
 
Bye-bye,
Ttfn
3月6日

Blog 182

Okay well a few things have happened since my last blog... in fact I don't even remember what I wrote in my last blog xD
 
Okay well it looks like my mom is going to be leaving on the first of April, Amanda MIGHT be going with her, if not then she has to stay with me until May >_< But that is alright... I will enjoy the company, somewhat. I don't really like being in a house alone, it really creeps me out. Amanda has been eating EVERYTHING. And I do mean everything. So my concern is her EATING everything I have, turning the heat up, and just staying at home all the time. Luckily, I can lock her out of the house >:) And I will do it too -.- She needs to get out of the fucking house. I could lock her on my deck if I felt the want to. But yes. I want to lock her out of the house every few weeks or so. So my main concern with living with Miss Piggy is that she will not just give her mouth a break and her stomache time to digest. And that she will make my electric bill $200 -.- Because what she does is, and it makes absolutly no sense, is she leaves the heat on ALL NIGHT, and complains about being hot before going to bed, so she leaves the heat ON and turns on the fan -__________- Yeah. That makes A LOT of sense. I am thinking of just turning my heating switch off lol Then if it's turned on when I come home I can ask her why it's on when I turned it off, not that she will know which one it is, it's not THAT hard to figure out.
 
Okay... hmmm I am trying to think about things that have happened recently... I am pretty sure I wrote about seeing Coraline :S Maybe? xD Idk but I saw my friend Josh yesterday :) Twas cool, his friend was climbing a tree outside of the mall O.o He told me that they were practicing for one of their skits, so I guess whatever floats their boat.
 
I just got a call from my mom (8:37AM) turns out Amanda IS going to be staying with me until May.
 
Okay... what else.... OH! Yeah we did the interrogation at work :D The lady really liked me, and I am not fired! YAY! :D She said to my boss that all I need to do is break out of my shell a little bit more :D And she said something to me about working for corperate... which would be weird... too bad I am probably quitting there soon :S I am really gonna miss it there... well I MIGHT quit there, because Leif needs a better job and I won't need the Spencer's job too much... I think. Hopefully... That was going to be my book money for the college, but I can just save up and everything and then just go from there. I am gonna have to go part-time college :) Shocker... and I am gonna need to get a car... There are quite a few things that I am gonna need to get :) I am not too worried though... although I like to have more extra money than just a little, just for the sake of surprises coming up.
 
Well I should get to school and my workout. I am going to Disneyland on the 25th or 24th and won't be back till the 31st :D (of this month). I am also going to Sakura-Con xD I am excited, Leif is no longer cosplaying :) But that is okay, he wants to do other more important things with his money and I am being really cheap with mine and Amanda's costume lol xD I will be sure to post something while I am in Disney or once I come back, not sure though :S I am not sure when I will be getting internet at my house either... so I might be going to the college on my days off to work in the study hall so I can have some interwebs xD
 
Well I gotta go!
 
Bye-bye,
Ttfn