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5月23日 Mine LoverYou lay with me each night, Sending me many Kisses goodnight, My many pleasant dreams Of events that could be.
Your looks are unknown to All, My cheating lover, For all eyes are shut to see Thy form.
You lay with me each night, Sending mine eye, Such pleasant sight-seeing sights, Thinking nothing of What it could do to me later.
Your form is hidden, Even as you lay with me, You do not show your face, Not even in my dreams, My cheating lover.
You lay with me each night, Sending me images of such Utter delight, You, My wonderful cheating lover.
By: Caitlin Schemmer Blog 115Hey! So prom was on the 17th! It was SO FUN!
I got in trouble for climbing/dancing in a tree lol
Most of the people there did NOT know how to dance at all, it was all just one really fast paced beat to them... I mean even during the slow songs... It was horrible, but still!! IT ROCKED!!
Holly and I were just going all out though xD It was awesome, Leigh really couldn't because of her dress D: But I saw her get slightly into it once!! It was awesome!!! WOO!! Okay! So! What else happened... Hmm... Well I know I shoved feathers down my friends dresses lol And I am sure that the school got pleanty of shots of Holly and hugging and giving the camera seductive looks lol! Or us dancing... Which will be embarrassing because I KNOW that they got us dancing at least once! SO ANYWHO! I loved prom! I saw Aaron dance MUAHAHAHAHAHA! heehee No comments on that right now, but apparently the next time her and I hang out he wants to climb trees with me haha So I guess I better wear pants that day instead of the dress I wore to prom lol
SO ANYWAYS! I am going camping this weekend :D I am excited! I am hoping that Leif can come with >_< That would rock socks if he could!! I am assuming that he will be able to, but only if his mom says okay and is cool >.< So yeah that is that...
Hmm I forget what I was going to say...
OH YEAH! CONGRATZ TO KRISTEN FOR GRADUATING AND FOR GOING TO ITALY THIS SUNDAY!!! YAAAYY!!!!!!!! I LOFF YOU MANY VIRTUAL HUGS FOR YOU!!!!
OKAY! Anywho! I helped Leif with some homework today :) It was cool, I liked helping him ^^ I also still need to do an assignment in my new class, which is, dun dun dun ECONOMICS!! =OOO Amanda has the SAME EXACT CLASS as me, its weird... But oh well.
OH yeah, I am haning out with Hazel tomorrow :D And I need to write "The Witch" Part Three for her... Just so that she can see what happens next =O Sorry, but I can start 'em, but I can never finish 'em.
Well I might be posting a poem next, but who knows?
Well I am gonna go.
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn 5月11日 A Little Over 22 YearsMy mom has wanted to move back to Wisconson for a little over 22 years and now she finally gets her chance to, which before I was upset about it, but now I am really happy that she has this chance. BUT. Will my step-dad allow her to get what she wants? I think not. Just this morning, on Mother's Day, my step-dad Dave decided that HE didn't want to move to Wisconson anymore. He wants to live in California. He is taking away Mom's chance for Wisconson which she has waited for pretty much since she got here.
He is so selfish. I know he lived in California, but really... Mom gives him almost anything he wants, you'd think he would at least give her this. I HATE him for doing this because mom just wants to make him happy, I think she has really stopped caring about her own happiness or just given up on it all together after what he said this morning.
"I don't want to move to Wisconson. I want to live in California."
Does he even CARE about what mom must be feeling right now?! BESIDES! Just yesterday he was complaining about living here where it is "too f***ing expensive." And many people have told me that California is a pretty damn expensive place to live, even HE said it. By the time he moves there then he will say "We shouldn't have moved here, its so expensive." I HATE him for saying anything.
He wants to be near his family. Well. The ONLY family that I know of that he has down there are his grandparents. Yeah... Totally can see why he wants to move down there oppose to meeting Mom's HUGE family. He NEVER wants to do ANYTHING mom wants to do, on the big things at least, and even on some of the little things.
He used to piss me off a lot, but NOW, WOW! Do I HATE my step-dad. That bastard.
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn
(P.S. Nothing against Cali or anything... It's just this is something my mom has wanted for so long and he is pretty much stealing her chance to get what HE wants.) 5月6日 "You Could Be Happy" by Snow PatrolYou could be happy and I won't know But you weren't happy the day I watched you go And all the things that I wish I had not said Are played in loops til it's madness in my head Is it too late to remind you how we were Not our last days of silent screaming blur Most of what I remember makes me sure I should've stopped you from walking out the door You could be happy, I hope you are You made me happier than I'd been by far Somehow everything I own smells of you And for the tiniest moment it's all not true Just do the things that you always wanted to Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do More than anything I want to see you girl Take a glorious bite out of the whole world 5月3日 Your LullabyMy heart hangs above
your head,
It sings you a
Lullaby to put you
to bed.
Dingle, dangle,
The stars count
one, two,
and so on until
your dreams
wishes come true.
Dingle, dangle,
I hope I comfort
you,
Sleep through
the sounds of the storm,
the noises of the night,
And please say
thy prayers tonight.
My heart dangles
above your head,
Turning on the
Mysterious thread,
Spinning webs of fairytales,
Singing you the
Lullaby to lay you to
bed.
This is the edited version of this poem.... All I did was break up some of the longer stanzas.... But yeah... I know it is kind of a weird one... But still :) Please comment on it.
Bye-bye,
Ttfn 5月2日 My writing Doc.So I have this writing document and it currently has the following:
Pages: 48
Words: 10,673
Characters (no spaces): 42,838
Characters (w/spaces): 52,207
Paragraphs: 1,481
Lines: 2,197
That is A LOT. Most of it is poetry. Most of it will never be published, this is just one of the documents that I have... I have others that are stories in progress, and everything on this computer is from November 2007. This also does not include my blogs. That is A LOT of writing that I do. I never realized this. I am still sort of working on "The Witch" for those that want me to update it lol You know who you are!
Well... I haven't been able to write good poetry lately >.< Its only cause its close to summer and I can't write very many good ones during this time... There is this one poem that I did write a few summers ago that was dedicated to a woman on the train to Wisconson, she was very troubled... I love that poem because it was one of the first meaningful dedicated poems I had ever written. I gave her a copy of it, the next day she kept saying that I should never stop writing poetry to my mom. I was happy that she liked it and I think that I helped her in some way :) I wonder if she still has the poem... That would be really awesome if she did; and if she did, if she reads it from time to time? I wonder... It would be nice to see her again and just ask :) I wonder if she even remembers me lol Probably not xD
Well my English class is going a lot better and my Computer class is really easy... Idk why they even have a computer class, but whatever, it helps a little I guess xD
Well I best be going now, I may be posting "The Witch" after I am finished with my two classes, which should be soon :) And I have been keeping track of what has been happening over the days since "The Witch" Part 2 haha just in case :)
Well now I better go before I go on again xD
Bye-bye,
Ttfn |
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