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7月29日 Blog 130DUN DUN DAAAA!!!!
I have posted 130 blogs here, and some on a secret site, which means I have waaayyy too much time on my hands, but that is OKAY :D
I am so excited I moved back xD NOW I MUST FIND A JOB!! MUAHAHA
I read through some of my old blogs, and I found some poems that I wrote that I liked, I know... weird... I liked something I wrote a while ago @__@ usually I think my old poems are stinky >_< But not this time, to my surprise.
But yeah... I am just kind of writing this blog more as a "counter blog" so I don't have to sit and recount all the time... But anywho... I think I am gonna go.
Bye-bye,
Ttfn 7月27日 We're gonna boogie oogie oogie oogie...I just got finished watching an awesome speech. It really spoke to me, it is hard to explain how it did, it's really something you'd have to watch and actually listen too. I ignored almost everything when I listened to it, even people I was talking to. It was an amazing speech, well, to me it was at least.
Before I listened to it, I was extremely depressed, but now... I feel so much better! I think I am going to listen to that speech whenever I feel like I am getting depressed, I loved that speech. It was titled "Randy Pausch Last Lecture: Achieving Your Childhood Dream" on youtube, if I am a little late in knowing and listening to this speech I am not really sorry about it... I am just really happy that I got to hear it.
If you have not listened to it, I suggest you do... It is inspirational.
Well I am gonna go.
Bye-bye,
Ttfn 7月22日 Weird Dream...My dream was sooo weird last night. I don't remember a lot of it... I just remember that me and a bunch of other people were building a building of some sort. It was a competition, the other team was just a little bit behind us. It had already been three days since we started, but I don't remember sleeping through the nights. Just working. Near the ending of the third day, a kid on my team got a letter from his doctor telling him he had a phobia of sticks. The kid said "I knew it!" and almost started crying, I went over to him to comfort him and to go on a walk.
We started walking and then I don't remember what happened, all I know is that me and him ran into a bunch of people. One person stopped their car and asked us if we wanted water because I almost fell from dehydration. We got the bottle of water, but we could only take one drink each before one of the craziest bent-on-winning guys from our team came running out of no where and tried to snatch up the bottle. I hid it in my shirt so he wouldn't grab for it (even I thought that me doing this in my dream was weird). The older crazy guy asked me, "How much money can I give to you to get the water bottle?" I said "5.26 because it is in my shirt." Then I ran with the boy that was afraid of sticks to the top of the desert mountain where were building, but before we could reach the top the older boy came rushing behind me, trying to reach for the water bottle, which was now in my hand. Then, just as I shoved it back in my shirt, and the guy was about to attack me again, I woke up. And that was my dream, weird huh?
Well I am going to go read something.
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn
P.S. We are moving back to where I used to live ^__^ *excited!* I get to see all my friends again! :D :D :D :D 7月13日 CORNER OF YOUR LAWN!Lei-Fart says: HEY YOU Its pouring down My Windows, and its dripping from The Sky. says: WHAT?! Its pouring down My Windows, and its dripping from The Sky says: I JUST STEPED ON THE CORNER OF YOUR LAWN OKAY?! Its pouring down My Windows, and its dripping from The Sky. says: JEEZ Lei-Fart says: CORNER?!??!?! Lei-Fart says: TRY MY GRANDMOTHERS GRAVE ASSHOLE Its pouring down My Windows, and its dripping from The Sky. says: LOL Lei-Fart says: but really Lei-Fart says: that wasnt nice >_> Its pouring down My Windows, and its dripping from The Sky. says: <_< I know, I'm sorry Lei-Fart says: all is forgiven In A Strange PlaceWhere nobody knows you
You can be you,
You can be free.
Your stories are new
and based on none other
Than yourself, "me."
You can dare write the
tales you longed for
Publication,
And do they judge you?
No, for they do not
Know the characters are you.
You let them read along
Your "fairytales" and
No one thinks it could be you.
In a Strange Place,
Where nobody knows you
You can be you,
You can be free.
How are they to know
You are shy around
those you see daily?
How are they to know
You are the main
Characters in your fantasy?
They just go on Merrily,
Thinking these players
in your book
And nothing more than that;
players,
Mere figments of the imagination.
In A Strange Place,
Where nobody knows you
You can be you,
You can be free.
The tales you tell
No one could see that they are
You, just under a different spell.
So let your characters
Stories be told,
Let them be brave and bold!
For it is a new place,
No one knows that the
Characters are a different you.
So brew your stories,
And scenario you wish you were in,
And let the fairytales begin!
In A Strange Place,
Where nobody knows you
Anything is possible,
And they are unknowing of you. 7月12日 Why is it thatWhy is it that whenever you need someone to talk to, no one is there? Or if there is someone there or more than one person, it's someone you can't talk to about that problem in particular? Then, by the time that someone that you CAN talk about it is there, you've already cried or made the decision on what you needed to talk about, but it wasn't the best one cause your head wasn't clear?
It doesn't make sense to me why that is the sitution almost everytime. Oh well... I guess that is the way it goes.
So lately my mom seems very miserable... I think it has something to do with Dave. She asked me and Amanda, while at lunch yesterday with a bunch of people, if the way she and Dave were acting was "them." I said Yeah. So did Amanda. But really... Dave was being more of an asshole than usual, and I know m mom knew we were lying, or at least that I was lying. I didn't want to say anything in front of everyone... I think it would hae ended badly... I think that they might get a divorce... Its just a feeling I have, I feel so bad for my mom... She has been married two times before and I don't want her to go through it again, but I want her to be happier than she would be if she were to stay with Dave and be miserable. He always complains about her just wanting to do her thing... Which is painting or making a new craft, that is who my mom is, and it bothers me a lot that she is letting him take that away from her. I want them to work things out, and for my mom not to look over his actions anymore.
I just want her to be happy.
Well I am gonna go, just a little blog about my thoughts today...
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn 7月11日 HauntingThe faint reminder of our words Remains, With each question game that I continue to play.
Why must each back and forth Exploration of mine and another’s Inward thoughts remind me Of you?
Is it because I used to do the same With you… I never had paid more attention to anyone Until then…
The pain of the questionnaires kills me, But somehow I cannot resist This pleasurable pain.
Nothing seems to be sweeter than The memories you and I made.
How much I long for you To speak my name… Though you never reply to My hearts callings.
It could be a simple “How are you?” May set my emotions off And thoughts into my brain.
Why must each back and forth Exploration of mine and another’s Inward thoughts remind me Of you?
The person being interrogated Is not you… Nor anyone like you… So why…
Why do you like to haunt me In these ways? Do you never want your memory to fade?
I never want my memory To fade in you… So secretly… I am hoping I am haunting you too.
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I am sure that everyone has felt like this before... whether it was from a friend or someone that stood out to you or liked... I am not sure what made me write this one, it just sort of came to me. My favorite stanze is the one that is repeated.
Please comment this one because I would really like opinions on it. 7月10日 Happy Birthday MomThank you for being there Through all these hectic Years,
I know that the screaming has Finally worn out your Old ears,
But we love ya anyways Mom, Even though your cake looks Like a bomb…
Happy Birthday! --------------------------------------------------
Bleh here is the poem I enter into the contest -.- I don't like it very much... Lions and Tigers and Bears! OH MY!=OOOOO OH MYYYYYYY!!!! Idk why I put that as the title....
Today was a pretty busy and interesting day... I went to the College with Leif to get some papers >.< It was embarrassing cause I HATE talking to staff members and I had to today >.< Though I only said a few things... One being "No" the other being "Yes" I was still really embarrassed, kind of a stupid reason to get embarrassed, but I can't help it.
Before we went to the College we were hanging out in a gamer type place... It was pretty fun, even though all I did was sit down and listen to people talk...
Well Idk what else to put in this blog... I think in my next one I am going to post the poem that I entered into the poetry contest... It sucks in my opinion, it's really not worthy of even being a semi-finalist.
Well I am gonna go.
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn 7月9日 To You Do I SendA thousand curses,
A million letters of hatred
To YOU do I send
An eternity of heartbreaks
and let downs.
To YOU do I send these
Gifts.
For everytime you
Opened your blabbering yack!
For everytime that YOU
decided "Its NOT okay."
For every false hope
you Gave.
To YOU do I send such
Lovely things.
I send you a million bills.
I send you a billion tears.
I send you a plague.
I send you a deep loathing
of your exsistance.
I send you these gifts,
And many more like them.
I send you these words,
Dripping with hatred,
They have drown out
All hope of a forgiveness.
To YOU do I send these gifts,
No need to thank me.
This is what you deserve
For everytime that the hurt
You cause went in
Just a little deeper.
To YOU do I send these,
And many more hatreds. Cats Sleep Fat and Walk ThinCats sleep fat and walk thin. Rosalie Moore 7月1日 DOG WATCHER DUN NA NA NA!!Well I am going to be watching my mom's boss's dog from the 2nd till the 9th. Should be fun xD He is a cutie, even though he is a little dog...
BUT ANYWHO! I am going to my friend Mike's house with Leif, Felipe, and Leif's friend Justin on the 4th so we can blow things up :) That... should ALSO be fun lol I can't wait xD
Wow... I don't know what else to say right now... But anywho I think I am going to go play MapleStory (heehee I am addicted to it :) )
Oh yeah... I entered a poem into a poetry contest, but I think it was a scam, they want me to buy something -_- No thank you, I don't want a copy of my poem in a huge book... I have it on my laptop =)
So far my summer has been okay... I really only started my summer yesterday, as lame as that sounds. Wweeeelll Idk what else to say except that I won't be writing as much because it is summer and I don't like to write during this time, I love to be outside and walking around.
Well I am gonna go now.
Bye-Bye,
Ttfn |
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